I will never love again. That’s how it feels. First, she started peeing on the mat outside the litter box. Next, on my boyfriend’s pillow. Then she stopped sleeping in the bed with me. For three months or so, she “yowled” at night. Then, shortly after we got a puppy, she stopped doing that. We… Read More Cats

Out of my Head and Into My Heart: A Journey to Doctor Rock

The sky wasn’t pouring, but it was crying.  I decided they were happy tears.  Happy tears for our happy trails. The sky wasn’t black yet either. No black clouds were present, but it was loud. The storm will pass, I thought to myself as we marched, our eyes squinting at the rain drops, marching beside… Read More Out of my Head and Into My Heart: A Journey to Doctor Rock


All I know is new beginnings. That’s what I told him in my latest attempt to avoid the possibility of heartache, like ever. It’s like, if I cut my own arm off it won’t hurt as bad. I will still be in control. Everything is water and matter, water and matter. Work is matter, rest… Read More Yin


Awakened a spark of inspiration in the twirl of a girls umbrella at a school bus stop blue and pink it makes me think there is a miracle in every lighted kitchen window at the end of every road and inside of every home tortured souls collide favorably with their expectations frightfully forgiving human nature,… Read More Light